Give me words to speak

Give me words to speak
In a night as quiet and windy as this
As thoughts of you linger in my mind
And as I remember how much I loved you
And how you didn't embrace those feelings of love at all

Give me words to speak
In a time of tiring assignments and commitments like this
The moments in the night when you popped up and talked to me
Brings bits of laughter and lots of warmth in my heart
And you make burning the midnight oil feel even better than any time.

Give me words to speak
Seeking something which is not yet mine
Your face comes in and out inside my mind
My heart aches as I think of you
I miss everything about you

Give me words to speak
To tell you how I miss you
To tell you how I miss your smile
To tell you how I miss your laughter
To tell you how much I need you
To tell you how sorry I am for being silly

Give me words to speak
As I sit here writing this poem
As I sit here reminiscing on the memories
Your face appears in my head
I'm still very much in love with you
But its hard to tell
It's just so hard to speak

Give me words to speak
The things you've said to me
The things we've done together
The little moments together that we had
The occasional touches
The occasional brushing of your feet next to mine
Causes me to remember
Causes me to break

Give me words to speak
I wish I could tell you this
How much I have loved you
And how much I still do
I wish you and I were together
Despite your age
Despite what people say
Despite how strange it would turn out

Give me words to speak
Let me tell you this
I miss your smile
I miss everything
Everything
About you
You
and
YOU

Give me words to speak
This is what I mean
To share my joys with you
To share your pains with me
To go through every moment together
To pull through together
To love God together
To encourage one another

Give me words to speak
I miss you till I'm breaking into bits
My wish this year that we'd be together again
And I'll be yours
And you'll be mine

Give me words to speak
Let me tell you these
These 3 words that I wish
Wish to hear from you
And wish to say to you
"I MISS YOU"
and
3 more words
...

I
LOVE
YOU.

- penned by Laru @ Rachel